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    October 27

    暴飲暴食..

    昨晚又開始了..暴飲暴食..
     
    最近心情巨差..巨多事要煩..說真的..不知道自己要煩什麼..就是莫名的煩躁
    是不是我想太多了..?為什麼我老糾結著結果呢..?我怎麼都不能享受過程呢..?
    是不是只要結果好..過程就會幸福呢..?
    不知道..似乎每次都糾結在這個問題上...
    放不下..是嗎..?不知道...真的不知道...
    其實我自己的感覺是很模糊的...我衹是憑思想...從來不憑心...
    我覺得喜歡就是喜歡...從來沒有感受到喜歡...
    這可能就是為什麼我很容易抽身..又很容易投入吧....
    這次不一樣...我很累...不是思想上的...我覺得是心累了...
    是該到經歷的時候了嗎..?
     
    昨晚抽完最後一口那根有名字的..嘀嗒一聲..我覺得應該是嗆到了...畢竟已經回潮了...
    今天早上起來吐了個半死...覺得又瘦了..呵呵
    每次暴飲暴食之後都這樣...
    我的生活什麼時候才能有規律呢..?
     
    現在開始要訓練我的positive thinking...
    我不要老為了這種事情煩惱...該怎樣就怎樣...不是我想想就能改變的...
    理論我懂...實踐很爛...
    把心放寬..不要老介懷這些事...這樣大家都累...
    要學會長大..要習慣社會...
    把精力放在自己喜歡的事上...
     
    想去旅遊了....給心放一個假...
    嗯..說好了..聖誕去旅遊吧...不管是一個人還是兩個人...
    就這樣愉快的決定了..~

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    文浩 熊wrote:
    hey...anything wrong..take easy..don't eat too much cuty
    Oct. 29

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